today has been so wonderful!
went ta work, saw some friends, & art :]
aaaand then travis and i spent the whole day together....
weee went to robs house and then got stoney, bought a cake for brent went back to travis's house and made that damn cakethe damn cake with a barbie inbetween the two layers and the hand sticking out of the top of the cake, drew some dick and vagina on there and travis and i had somee good ass bonding moments today, hes so wonderful! travis is gay by the way, if any of you are thinking we have a thing...hahaha
umm, im really confused here about this one boy.
hes been gone for like 2 months now and i miss him like fucking crazy and he tells me he misses me too & basically im just waiting for us to come back again together one day. its so fucking hard, im not really attracted to anyone else, ive been hit on a fuckload, i know theres dudes crazy about me, but i have no interest in them...i only want this one. hes so fucking special to me. hes that boy i would do absolutely anything for, hes that boy that makes me wanna go out of my way just to get a smile, hes that boy that warms my heart.
i dont know how much longer i can hold on.
i need to feel him again, look into those eyes again.
what the fuck am i gonna do.
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