the good times are killing me

alright oh man these past few days have been a little intense.

so, basically three nights ago i went to this artwalk thing wiht jenny and lily and some other people and i seriously met so many fucking people that night..holy shit dude haha and travis met up with us there :]]] i love travis so much, when were working together, our manager is like "you need to seperate" haha and like "yall are attached at the hips" and haha idk we just love eachother alot. he brings me the feeling of home for some reason. and HAAH that night he just looked at me and was like "can i lick your eyeball?" in the middle of the street haha and i was like "yeah" and he freckin did it and then i licked his eyeball and haha idk we were both drunk and silly and shit and then just some shitty thing happened and then i finally met up with jinglejanglejenny! and haha frecking went to this party thing oh my gah all new faces, except for one who stuck out like a sore thumb, but in a good way :]

so im all drunk at this jig party thing and then this dude is just like "i wanna walk around" and im just "dude, im so down, lets go, lets fucking go" haha and me and him and two other dudes all walked around in the middle of the streets at like 3 in the morning drunk, talking about a bunch of different shit, and at every single intersection we each had to yeall a desired direction on the count of three, it was fucking awesome, these dudes were so fucking chill and awesome and im just like thinknig to myself of how fucking thankful i am that these people DO exist here, i almost lost all faith in most of the human race, but these dudes were like a breath of fresh air, i didnt give a care about how shitty drunk i loked, what i was doing, i was just comfortable...and that doesnt happen often haha, it think its that damn dress i was wearing, it makes me feel free as a bird :> haha so just hell yeah right now im still missing chuck alot, and i think hes just over it, haha..but what can i do? ive never met anyone like him and hes honestly hands down one of the greatest guys ive ever met...so im not gonna let go quite yet.

AAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!! im seeing modest mouse in 18 days!! holy shit!!