"holy fuck"

are you ready? cause i dont even think i am.

alright so tonight has been so ridiculously nuts, let alone this whole entire day, i mean the day has been overall wonderful but ok, so after work, jenny and brent and i fucking got stoned as fuck with some northern lightsss :]] and walked this nature trail again...alright so when im walking down this trail i feel like everything is unreal...all around me are these majestic trees...and at night its like PITCH black and you honeslty cant see past like 2 ft ahead of you because its so fucking dark...and theres random fireflies and its beautiful at times, but also extremely freaky. so no one wanted to lead the way, so i did it, i just fucking put on bjork and did it, it was so hard trying to find peace down this pitch black path of doom, but i just lead the way, not having any idea of what was ahead of me...and i felt good until at one point i looked up, and my pace was getting slower, and then i just stopped. i couldnt go any further, and i KNEW something was there ahead of us. jenny just looked at me while brent was freaking out and i was just like "dude, this isnt good, i see something, and my this energy is so bad" and shes just like " i know i see it too, we gotta trun around" and i was just like "ok man" so we went the other way, and while were walking down this fucking surrounding of swamp and trees, we start hearing this freaky like barking noise coming closer towards us, it was fucking ridiculous, i felt like the time had went into slow motion for like 2 mins, i just linked onto jenny and was FREAKING the fuck out, i seriously have not been this scared in a long time. i dont know what the fuck went on tonight, but i just dont know, i dont have good feelings about it you know? sucks. weird.

so earlier today i went exploring with wonderful travis, and got stoney bologna and went thrift shopping and panera eating, bomb ass bagels, i swear. and i found some cool shit :] and then i hung out with wagner and i dunno i had a craaazy day haha but i dont think ive come to much realizations lately, i think i need to stop smoking so much herb so i can find my inner real peace again, its at the point where i have to smoke to feel normal, and that aint no good...

i hate how this whole peace sign thing is now becoming a fucking trend, seriously wtf?? i cant even wear mine anymore, becasue more than half of these people who wear them, DONT REPRESENT PEACE! i mean some girl cant be wearing that and then talk shit on someone for they way they look or somehitng you know?! it just really makes me upset, people, pece IS NOT A TREND, ITS AN ACT AND WAY OF LIFE. jeez, this world.......