oh dear friend,
who are you turning into and what have you become? back to your old self i guess. have fun, ill be back here. i cant believe how i was there for you when not many others were, and now our sweet freindship we once had has vanished into thin air. its so disappointing.
ive been so happy lately, of course theres always that little shit that goes on every day or week, but i can get through it without it letting affect my whole entire mood or attitude at the moment. i am just content, and ok.
some days i feel different about the important things going on my life. like for a few days something that seems SOOO impoartant to me wont be for maybe a few days after. and on and on and back and forth. i ahve the worst cough ever this shit is killing me. i love my kitten, he is such a little special gem :>>>>
ive got to get all my shit together for good. for some reason i cant.
im only nineteen, i really shouldnt even be worrying.
i have a horrible shopping addiction problem. i just want to fade into the ocean, like i almost did yesterday. travis and lee and i went out to myrtle beach and swam in the middle of a storm, the winds were so strong, they were making the waves hit so strong and powerful, it felt so riveting and exciting, conquering. im so in love with mama ocean, if only i could live on the beach. if only i could just walk outside and have the ocean be my backyard, what a dream. theres a boy in my life, and im no saying anything else, because every time i get my hopes up, i get let down, so erll see. :]
my little chocolate girl...
who are you turning into and what have you become? back to your old self i guess. have fun, ill be back here. i cant believe how i was there for you when not many others were, and now our sweet freindship we once had has vanished into thin air. its so disappointing.
ive been so happy lately, of course theres always that little shit that goes on every day or week, but i can get through it without it letting affect my whole entire mood or attitude at the moment. i am just content, and ok.some days i feel different about the important things going on my life. like for a few days something that seems SOOO impoartant to me wont be for maybe a few days after. and on and on and back and forth. i ahve the worst cough ever this shit is killing me. i love my kitten, he is such a little special gem :>>>>
ive got to get all my shit together for good. for some reason i cant.
im only nineteen, i really shouldnt even be worrying.
i have a horrible shopping addiction problem. i just want to fade into the ocean, like i almost did yesterday. travis and lee and i went out to myrtle beach and swam in the middle of a storm, the winds were so strong, they were making the waves hit so strong and powerful, it felt so riveting and exciting, conquering. im so in love with mama ocean, if only i could live on the beach. if only i could just walk outside and have the ocean be my backyard, what a dream. theres a boy in my life, and im no saying anything else, because every time i get my hopes up, i get let down, so erll see. :]
my little chocolate girl...
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