play the game, the game gets played. sometimes, this horrible little allydemon comes out in me, theres like this little bit of bad in me i know not anyone would expect but its there, but its not even bad, compared to all the shit that goes on in this world. anyways im talking bullshit. i went to see my beautiful avey, panda bear and geologist june 10th and it was the most amazing night of my fucking LIFE. it was all a huge beautiful story. we tripped on some lucy and headed for a little drive down to orlando. saw black dice first and the visuals and music were so fucking intense i could not beive how insane that band was. but when animal collective came on, i was complete. in the flowers started and i was like in heaven, i WAS my heaven, because that has been my dream for so long. my two favorite things in the whole world occuring at the same time!!!! i seriously wish that night never ended, i really wish it never did, but anyway, they played a beautiful amazing mezmorizing captivating show... i cannot even begin to explain how amazing it was :D:D:D:DDDDDDDDDD
i went with travis aaand rob and robs gf, and we were all just tripiing and laughing and fucking so happy, and after the show we fucking met panda bear behing the damn tour bus and i couldnt even fucking belive it, hahaha and i shook his hand and all i could say to him was "thank you so much for whatyou do...thank you" haha i was so mesmorized. this man, whos voice and music he makes motivates me every day to be happy and keep living and to stay positive, this man was standing right there and i didnt know what to do. so beautiful.
ive been just loving life lately, living day by day, after my last trip, ive pretty much let go of alot of things i needed to let go of, i feel so much better and happy. im not worrying about all the stupid shit that wastes time, we are so little and small and all of this is so insignificant, this whole life is, i keep tending to forget about that and then i atart getting all anal about stupid shit that doesnt even matter. im so thankful for how wise i am. i want to visit cassadaga again so bad soon, i love it there :D
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