i am SO fucking frustrated. i have been trying to end this little "fued" thing with my ex for i dont even know how long...i am SO SICK of having to avoid him where ever we go because we have the same group of friends and it is just so stupid. so, i get a message from him this morning telling him im feeding him bullshit about wanting to get along...
REWIND:
two nights ago i went to this bonfire party with my friend sophia and a shitload of people i knew were there... i was hella intoxocted and when i was on one side of the house my friend leeroy told me my ex was right on the other side of the house the whole time and you know my initial reaction was freaking out. i freaked out because i haven't seen him since we've been together (because his lame ass didnt have the balls to break up with me in person, but on myspace) and i honestly didnt want to see him. Now, me being intoxicated and all, i totally forgot about the conversation i had with him like 2 days before about how were both over it and arent going to hate eachother...haha. but ok, all i said was "OH MY GOD! HES HERE!? OH MY SHIT...OH MY SHIT...OH MY SHIT....IM NOT READY TO SEE HIM." thats it.
FFWD:
so the message i recieve from him this morning is
REWIND:
two nights ago i went to this bonfire party with my friend sophia and a shitload of people i knew were there... i was hella intoxocted and when i was on one side of the house my friend leeroy told me my ex was right on the other side of the house the whole time and you know my initial reaction was freaking out. i freaked out because i haven't seen him since we've been together (because his lame ass didnt have the balls to break up with me in person, but on myspace) and i honestly didnt want to see him. Now, me being intoxicated and all, i totally forgot about the conversation i had with him like 2 days before about how were both over it and arent going to hate eachother...haha. but ok, all i said was "OH MY GOD! HES HERE!? OH MY SHIT...OH MY SHIT...OH MY SHIT....IM NOT READY TO SEE HIM." thats it.
FFWD:
so the message i recieve from him this morning is
"please stop feeding me this tripe and then turning around (for instance, at leroy's bonfire) and bitching about me or asking people "why did you invite that motherfucker?" i thought i saw you there, but you disappeared. i was hoping we could have sat down and talked with each other while there was no bullshit hanging in the air. that was obviously not the case.
i don't know what you are doing, ally, but it's bullshit. don't hang out with the majority of my friends and then ask them why they want me around. don't tell me you want to make amends and then trash-talk me at my friends' houses.
blame it on alcohol if you want, but it's still bullshit."
UM HELLO YOU ASSHOLE....YOU SHOULD CHECK YOUR RESOURCES OUT BEFORE YOU BELIEVE WHAT PEOPLE FEED YOU.
i know who said it...it was jacob...this asshole that hates me and has been trying to destroy me and todd's relationship since fucking day 1.
i don't know what you are doing, ally, but it's bullshit. don't hang out with the majority of my friends and then ask them why they want me around. don't tell me you want to make amends and then trash-talk me at my friends' houses.
blame it on alcohol if you want, but it's still bullshit."
UM HELLO YOU ASSHOLE....YOU SHOULD CHECK YOUR RESOURCES OUT BEFORE YOU BELIEVE WHAT PEOPLE FEED YOU.
i know who said it...it was jacob...this asshole that hates me and has been trying to destroy me and todd's relationship since fucking day 1.
im over this, im going to be out of this town for good in one fucking week. and i dont have to deal with anymore of this bull shit.
thank god.
thank god.
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