so its official.
ill be in florida in a week.
this sucks, i really hate doing the whole moving, leaving people youve made bonds with thing, ive been doing it my whole life...i just want to fucking settle down somewhere. i hope my dad doesnt ALWAYS have this bitchy attitude, i dont know how much of it ill be able to take. im totally feeling like weighing out the negatives and positives right now.
(ill probably add to this ocasionally)
+i wont have to pay rent (which is all the time)
+better shopping centers & stores -id have to do this whole "making new friends" ordeal
+i can start a relationship with my dad finally (which i really hate)
-im going to be on watch all the time
= not much freedom..UGH
i hope to find love when i get there. im ready for love and i want someone so bad, i probably sound incredibly stupid, lame and desperate...but im not. i just want to fall in love.
ill be in florida in a week.
this sucks, i really hate doing the whole moving, leaving people youve made bonds with thing, ive been doing it my whole life...i just want to fucking settle down somewhere. i hope my dad doesnt ALWAYS have this bitchy attitude, i dont know how much of it ill be able to take. im totally feeling like weighing out the negatives and positives right now.
(ill probably add to this ocasionally)
positives: negatives:
+i wont be in Missouri -i wont be able to smoke weed whenever i want +i wont have to pay rent (which is all the time)
+better shopping centers & stores -id have to do this whole "making new friends" ordeal
+i can start a relationship with my dad finally (which i really hate)
-im going to be on watch all the time
= not much freedom..UGH
i hope to find love when i get there. im ready for love and i want someone so bad, i probably sound incredibly stupid, lame and desperate...but im not. i just want to fall in love.
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