like the ashes of american flags

this gymnast thing is ridicoulous?

i wouldnt be able to balance like that shit

then again, i am ally.

so

what a wonderful time ive been having haha

and good things just keep on coming to me

and its really fucking awesome and exciting

and im stoned

and i have amazing neighbors

and im getting it on with with this guy

and my coffee cup is blowing my mind

i love kimya dawson, but i want to marry alice glass

i dont care if your reading this, thinking im sinning.

its all bullshit, fucking shut up, im so sick of hearing bull shit

i like my new bunny suit

i like my new bunny suit

when i wear it i feel cute.

i miss hanging and seein jenny

my sister and i are on good terms again

and i love her

i need some indian music in my life

im all hyped on coffee dude

and i have an interview for best buy tomorrow

and if the drug test is tomorrow

im "fucked for life"

-dirty projectors

i love kitties

and im about to listen to thursday

its a been while since thats happened

shit, thursday plays a damn good live show man

those were the fucking days

this is how it feels, calling out but no one even hears signals we sedn over the air

when you say my name, i wanna split it form your lips, hung like whispers in the rain

ANYWAY

for some weird fucking reason

all these dudes have been coming into my life

and i cant handle it anymore

it too much

shit

haha

COOOOFFFFEEEEEEEEEEE

so if i work at best buy

that would be the most amazing thing ever

im full of so many emotions right now

every different thing i think about,

makes me feel different

and my heart is racing

i want to be a painter

my father is one

my sister is one

why cant i?

i can draw, but not really

it sucks

so im doing photography

mr nino told me i had a knack for it

but all that mattered to me at the time

was friends

weed

and reputation

so i ignored him, i wanstgoing to give into school, no that would be lame

but now that im not stupid

im going to try again

ive signed up for class

and im going to colleger, whic is really weird to say

i thought this day would never come haha

im waiting for him to call

so we can hang out

and i can smoke blunts with him and his mom

ahahaha yessssssss :]