magic

Put me in your dry dream or put me in your wet

If you haven't yet, no if you haven't yet

Light me with your candle and watch the flames grow high

No it doesn't hurt to try, it doesn't hurt to try

well, things are overall pretty groovy. last night i went back to my job that i got fired and the manager that DIDNT fire me gave me a huge hug and talked to me for a little bit, then i saw my sunshine! gosh, i miss hanging with him, and a few other people came and talked to me, i felt really fucking awesome, i mean, i just felt like no one really gave a shit haha but they did, which made em really happy :] i spent the night chillin with travis and brent haha were like the three fucking musketeers and we went to the movies and chilled in the pool until like 5 in the morning haha. i swear travis and i...oh man, we are inceperable friends, we are just so much alike and shit haha its so weird. this is very hard, but i am cutting down on my weed intake, i already tried just giving it up altogether, but its way to hard, WAY too hard, but i found these pictures of me that were like from 2 1/2 yrs ago and i got so fucking depressed, yeah i may be thinner now, but shit, my face has just completely changed, its really fucking depressing, i used to be really pretty, now im just like "eeeeeeeeeew", well thats how i feel, i took for granted what i used to have , seriously.

im waiting, waiting for someone to sweep me off my feet, and just love me as hard as ill love them, with no worries, no drama, just love and genuine feelings, i know what i want, but what i want is SO FAR AWAY.