Friday, May 30, 2008

all is full of love

holy shit i cant believe its two o clock in the morning.
so, imlistening to four year strong and i cant even begin to explain how much i love them, and fucking SET YOUR GOALS, one OF the best bands ever, hands down...well in my book.
& MGMT, holy shit, they are so fucking amazing.
anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, a few nights ago travis, wagner, brent and i had a "rest in peice" for snickelfritz the II, who fell in the lake about 2 weeks ago, so we had a moment of silence, and smoked a FAT blut above his "grave". HAHA, it fucking rocked. but i have a new piece which is pretty damn fucking cool looking man. its like the shape of a diamond and its all pretty and green and shit, its niiiice. :]
im starting to just, i dont know feel different about a shitload of different things. ive been vomeing to revelations...haha. but seriously though, about a week ago i went down to the beach with a caouple of friends and i smoked a jibby, we walked onto the pier, and watched the sunset.
i just put on my headphones, some beautiful music was serenading my ears and i just danced there on the ocean in front of the sunset, it was one of the most beautiful things ive ever seen, that sunset... there were a shitload of people there, who all probably thought i was completely out of my mind, but i DIDNT GIVE A FUCK! haha maybe i sound nuts, but that moment in time was so just surreal, i dont know, i realized alot that day though. now that ive let go of all my fears of judgement, and learned to love everyone for who they are, not to ever judge, to constantly have the effects of karma in mind, i am finally genuinely happy!
well, im starting to love my job more, nuff said.
when travis and i hangout, its like, i dont know. its fucking awesome though. we can fucking realte on so many levels, and hes just one fuckin groovy dude. ( and hes a virgo so this explains alot :] )
goodnite :]

Thursday, May 29, 2008

i just want

a lover.
someone whos gonna stay and be there for awhile.
someone to spend all my nights with again.
someone who will blow my mind away.
thanks.

Friday, May 16, 2008

thats what im waitin for

damn, times are a changing.
ive met a couple of amazing people that i work with, i didnt realize how fucking awesome and real they are outside of work. ive been going to this one nature trail alot lately, its so beautiful, theres no sign of city life, and there are just trees EVERYWHERE. i love it, its so beautiiful and peaceful. a few days ago me and 2 other dudes i work with went down thre around midnite and it was pitchblack and we got lost and we were all stoned, it was so spectacular haha.
im having this horrible problem of not saving my money, but i HAVE TO. i have to get a car i need one so fucking bad. thats all i ask for is a damn car so i can travel the world, and discover new beauitiful things!!!!!!
im seeing modest mouse next month, im so fucking excited :]
other than that, everything has been the same routine, something im getting extremely sick of, hence i need a car. im so sick of being stuck in this house when i have friends working it seriously sucks.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

staplegunned

Do I have to spell it out for you or scream it in your face
Oh the chemistry between us could destroy this place
Do I have to spell it out for you
or whisper in your ear
Oh just stop right there
I think that weve got something here
We were all alone when I finally made a pass at you
It didnt work, and no it never does
but you know how I do
We were on the phone when I made up my mind
I want you staplegunned right to my side all of the time


:D